lionking
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- Jul 6, 2006
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we laugh that milsurps are addicting.But in this case it really isn't funny.I just won a auction and instead of being happy I'm angry and sad at myself.I was hoping someone would outbid me but they didn't.It's a sad situation when I'm not happy that I bought a rifle before it is even in my hands.
And still right now I'm following a couple more that I have thoughts on buying.Internet auction sites are becoming a enemy of mine.I have accumilated so many lately that I barely am getting to know the one I just got and already start searching for the next one.
I am generally a person with some self control but today is the first time I ever felt sad winning or buying,I dunno.I think I'm addicted to scoring a above ordinary example and enjoy the hunt for them.I had set aside a budget to get some,I reached that budget but seem unable to stop until I build up a reserve again.
And still right now I'm following a couple more that I have thoughts on buying.Internet auction sites are becoming a enemy of mine.I have accumilated so many lately that I barely am getting to know the one I just got and already start searching for the next one.
I am generally a person with some self control but today is the first time I ever felt sad winning or buying,I dunno.I think I'm addicted to scoring a above ordinary example and enjoy the hunt for them.I had set aside a budget to get some,I reached that budget but seem unable to stop until I build up a reserve again.