spacemanspiff
Senior Member
following is taken from a post made on www.toolarmy.com , a private message board. the poster claims to have had the following conversation via instant messenger with a soldier in iraq that the poster went to school with and has known since the 7th grade.
personally, i call BS on the whole thing, and believe it is just tripe made to make soldiers look bad and to fuel the anti-war efforts. i have only edited the swear words enough so the language filter wont block them out entirely. moderators, if you feel it should be edited more clearly, let me know, or edit it yourself, i leave that decision up to you.
WARNING! **** following text has graphic descriptions of violence and semi-edited graphic language. this below conversation may or may not have actually occured.
(milkmandan is supposedly the soldier, and noisewithin is the civilian)
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MilkmanDan952 (3:10:38 PM): Hello
thenoisewithin (3:10:44 PM): hey
MilkmanDan952 (3:10:58 PM): this Emily?
thenoisewithin (3:11:06 PM): no, this is John
thenoisewithin (3:11:09 PM): from Santa Barbara
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:11 PM): whoops
thenoisewithin (3:11:13 PM): ha
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:14 PM): thats right
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:17 PM): yhou know who this is?
thenoisewithin (3:11:36 PM): yes, i (unlike you, apparently) have a memory that serves me well
thenoisewithin (3:11:55 PM): how've you been?
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:27 PM): I've been off AIM for about a year, give me some slack
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:31 PM): well, Iraq is the same as always
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:38 PM): unebelivable sXXthole
thenoisewithin (3:12:41 PM): ha, fair enough
thenoisewithin (3:12:46 PM): well, i'd imagine so
thenoisewithin (3:12:50 PM): being third world and all
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:17 PM): tomorrow is our (most likely) last big raid
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:20 PM): then again, so was today
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:23 PM): supposedly
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:27 PM): tomorrrow's gonna get hairy
thenoisewithin (3:13:36 PM): wow
thenoisewithin (3:13:48 PM): i'm curious
thenoisewithin (3:13:57 PM): have you shot anybody?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:01 PM): yes
thenoisewithin (3:14:05 PM): killed them?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:09 PM): better than sex
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:11 PM): you got it
thenoisewithin (3:14:33 PM): have you actually had sex to compare it to?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:41 PM): lol no
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:45 PM): but it sounds cool
thenoisewithin (3:15:00 PM): it actually sounds pretty twisted
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:27 PM): oh it is
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:30 PM): this country is twisted
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:39 PM): it twists everyone in it, too
thenoisewithin (3:15:50 PM): i can see that, i suppose
thenoisewithin (3:16:07 PM): i'm curious this person that you killed, have you ever stopped and pondered it?
MilkmanDan952 (3:16:38 PM): person? singular?
thenoisewithin (3:16:50 PM): well, person, people, whatever
thenoisewithin (3:17:01 PM): wait, how many people have you killed?
MilkmanDan952 (3:17:24 PM): well
MilkmanDan952 (3:17:52 PM): when I was on a Mortar crew, one time 5 in 1 shot (we used a High Explosive (HE) round, kill radius of 15 meters, 30 meters critical wound radius)
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:05 PM): later on some guy popped up to shoot an RPG at us and I capped him
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:21 PM): some guy was running away while we were searching a village and shot him
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:51 PM): saw some dude through a window at that same village with an AK going to answer the door (americans were doing the knocking) and lit him up
MilkmanDan952 (3:19:17 PM): some lady wouldn't stop at the edge of a secure perimiter after being repeatedly warned so I killed her too
thenoisewithin (3:19:40 PM): why?
thenoisewithin (3:19:46 PM): why did you kill the woman?
thenoisewithin (3:19:55 PM): i can understand the others, they were necessity
thenoisewithin (3:20:00 PM): but why the woman?
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:01 PM): my orders state to stop with any means necessary unauthorized perosns entering the perimeter
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:08 PM): I warned her, she wouldn't stop
thenoisewithin (3:20:17 PM): wow
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:19 PM): now she's dead because of it
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:44 PM): some kid tried to shoot me with an AK after we arrested his dad, two brothers, and uncle
MilkmanDan952 (3:21:00 PM): jumped out of a house with an AK we hadn't found yet and tried to shoot it. Didn't work but I capped him anyway
thenoisewithin (3:21:09 PM): well, i'm not questioning the morality of any of that (other than the woman), but have you actually thought of the people that you've killed?
thenoisewithin (3:21:25 PM): dude, that's kinda fXXked...you couldn't have SUBDUED HIM?
thenoisewithin (3:21:29 PM): you had to kill him?
thenoisewithin (3:21:39 PM): i mean, had he been a soldier, sure...but he was a KID
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:03 PM): he was armed
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:11 PM): it happend in about .35 of a second
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:15 PM): I saw an Ak and opened up
thenoisewithin (3:22:17 PM): hmm
thenoisewithin (3:22:19 PM): fair enough
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:27 PM): it was dark at the time, thought dude was crouched
thenoisewithin (3:22:34 PM): okay
thenoisewithin (3:22:39 PM): but, as i asked
thenoisewithin (3:22:57 PM): have you actually thought about the lives that those people must've had up until your paths converged?
thenoisewithin (3:23:01 PM): i'm just curious
thenoisewithin (3:23:23 PM): i'm not going to or intending to preach or anything
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:00 PM): sorry was afk
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:02 PM): one sec
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:12 PM): I have
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:15 PM): I just don't care
thenoisewithin (3:24:19 PM): why not?
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:24 PM): they're Haji, and I'm ordered to kill them, so I do
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:35 PM): because they're pathetic, filthy, disgusting savage fXXks
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:40 PM): I wish they'd all just fXXking up and die
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:01 PM): these 'people' are barbaric and cruel, worse than us if given the chance
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:08 PM): worse by far
thenoisewithin (3:25:08 PM): it doesn't bother you to think of them smiling or laughing while sitting around and telling jokes with their friends or something of that nature?
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:15 PM): not really
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:19 PM): they'd do the same to me
thenoisewithin (3:25:25 PM): yeah, i know
thenoisewithin (3:25:32 PM): i'm not saying that you shouldn't have done what you did
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:51 PM): its hard for most civilians to comprehend the why and how of things here
thenoisewithin (3:25:57 PM): i'd bet that it was out of necessity
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:59 PM): but it's remarkably easy once you're here
thenoisewithin (3:26:11 PM): perhaps so
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:18 PM): this is going to sound fXXked up too
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:23 PM): but that's not the only kid I killed
thenoisewithin (3:26:34 PM): but you've also been trained to look at them as cattle, so don't let that escape your contemplation
thenoisewithin (3:26:43 PM): oh?
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:46 PM): kid came beggin at hte gates and threw a grenade in, so he got hosed
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:14 PM): a large crowd of protesters got violent and took potshots at us, so the gate guards (I was oneo f them at hte time) lit the crowd up
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:24 PM): I imagine some children were killed
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:51 PM): 90% of our kills are adult males though
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:01 PM): oh oh how could I forget my most spectacular kill
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:27 PM): car was fleeing the area, driving on a road going from right to left in front of me
thenoisewithin (3:28:30 PM): your most "spectaculr kill"?
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:35 PM): yeah
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:38 PM): I'm a Grenadier
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:52 PM): (that means I have an M4A1 Assault Rifle and an M203 Grenade Launcher attached)
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:10 PM): and I shot a 40MM (M203 round) Grenade into its path
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:20 PM): normally I'm not a good shot (very inexperienced with M203)
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:29 PM): but it went into the front window and blew the whole car up
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:31 PM): 3 enemy KIA
thenoisewithin (3:30:23 PM): wow
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:27 PM): yeah. It was glorious
thenoisewithin (3:30:39 PM): you talk like a fXXking sociopath
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:39 PM): the explosion detonated the gas tank too
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:53 PM): perhaps
MilkmanDan952 (3:31:03 PM): but the meek don't live long here
MilkmanDan952 (3:31:30 PM): this country hammers out cowardice, laziness, compassion, mercy, from the people that visit
thenoisewithin (3:32:22 PM): you speak of compassion and mercy as though they were loathesome inequities, rather than virtues
MilkmanDan952 (3:32:41 PM): here, they are
MilkmanDan952 (3:32:55 PM): they make you weak and weepy, when a killing instinct is needed here
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:06 PM): you can't think about them as people or innocent lives ended
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:11 PM): (they aren't innocent, which helps)
thenoisewithin (3:33:25 PM): i'm sure you can't
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:27 PM): you just have to treat them with harshness and cruelty or they walk all over you
thenoisewithin (3:33:46 PM): that would make you a murderer, rather than a soldier (in your own mind)
thenoisewithin (3:34:09 PM): i don't mean to sound like i'm accusing you of something
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:15 PM): I've thought about the difference between the two
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:21 PM): and I simply don't care
thenoisewithin (3:34:26 PM): i'm just making simple statements of psychology
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:32 PM): murder, soldierly conduct, whatever! I've got a career to think about
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:37 PM): obeying orders is my priority
thenoisewithin (3:34:46 PM): wow, dude
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:59 PM): I have my goals
thenoisewithin (3:35:06 PM): your career is more important than the lives of other human beings?
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:14 PM): the Army has changed me. It has blessed me with discipline, focus, will
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:21 PM): I have my goals and I have the means to achieve them
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:35 PM): being some whiney bXXXh who's squeemish about getting dirty will hamper them
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:47 PM): life is cheap, John
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:54 PM): they die, there's 6 billion more to replace them
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:04 PM): not to mention a never-ending supply of Haji in this country
thenoisewithin (3:36:08 PM): it's cheap as a statistic
thenoisewithin (3:36:16 PM): that much is true
thenoisewithin (3:36:27 PM): which is exactly how you've been programmed to view them
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:36 PM): programmed? there's no programming needed
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:45 PM): we come, we see, we change
thenoisewithin (3:36:59 PM): and, i never really expected you to (for some reason), but you willingly accepted it
thenoisewithin (3:37:08 PM): you always were a little twisted, i suppose
MilkmanDan952 (3:37:38 PM): the Army awakened something in me, and I embraced it
MilkmanDan952 (3:37:45 PM): it aids me, gives me strength and drive
MilkmanDan952 (3:38:10 PM): everyone who comes and has to experience life here and fight the hajis changes to our way of thinking
MilkmanDan952 (3:38:24 PM): the only pansies here are the ones who sit on the airfield (secure zone)
thenoisewithin (3:38:24 PM): and to clarify, will power and discipline are very easily differentiated between what you're defining them as
MilkmanDan952 (3:39:32 PM): regardless
MilkmanDan952 (3:39:38 PM): I like the change
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:01 PM): I don't jack off thinking about killing these people
thenoisewithin (3:40:04 PM): regardless, you have a pie in the sky dream of being a dictator, right?
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:06 PM): but their deaths don't really bother me
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:14 PM): hehe not particularly
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:25 PM): its a nice fantasy, but exactly taht
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:34 PM): besides, I never had any real ambitions along those lines
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:45 PM): I realized from day 1 that if it happened, it wouldn't be me
thenoisewithin (3:41:26 PM): i see
MilkmanDan952 (3:41:38 PM): oh but it was nice to think about
MilkmanDan952 (3:41:47 PM): gives me warm fuzzies right now just recalling
thenoisewithin (3:41:56 PM): well, i've got homework to do, and i'd rather do that than continue this particular conversation
MilkmanDan952 (3:42:03 PM): but no, it won't happen. I may attain very high military rank, but I won't ever make it that high
MilkmanDan952 (3:42:27 PM): you'd rather do that than talk with me? harsh
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:06 PM): But don't worry about my feelings. Despite what you think, I'm no psycho
thenoisewithin (3:43:26 PM): i'd rather do that than listen to a person talk about the worth of their career above that of human life
thenoisewithin (3:43:29 PM): that's what bugs me
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:34 PM): well
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:38 PM): hear me out
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:42 PM): you're not here
thenoisewithin (3:43:46 PM): i know
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:51 PM): you don't experience these savage motherfXXkers day after day
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:55 PM): you dont see the ???? they do
thenoisewithin (3:44:07 PM): but, keep in mind that that makes you biased in a different way than i am, but biased nonetheless
MilkmanDan952 (3:44:10 PM): you don't hear about the way they treat one another when we're not looking
thenoisewithin (3:44:17 PM): you don't hear it for what it is in it's entirety, just like i don't
MilkmanDan952 (3:44:37 PM): its war, people killing people, and from what I see it needs to happen
thenoisewithin (3:44:45 PM): i don't refute that
thenoisewithin (3:44:56 PM): humanity will never exist without war
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:02 PM): thse motherfXXkers need some serious fXXking purging, their mentality and way of thinking cannot be right
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:17 PM): I refuse to accept some ridiculous liberal notion of ultra objectivity
thenoisewithin (3:45:36 PM): and because of that, you cannot see the full picture
thenoisewithin (3:45:46 PM): i'm not saying that it's right
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:48 PM): these people are primitive savages, and there's no two ways about it
thenoisewithin (3:45:53 PM): as i am not ultra liberal
thenoisewithin (3:46:30 PM): (there's also no way to singularize the notion of "two", pal) [Note to TA: I'm a left-brained word-fetishist at times]
MilkmanDan952 (3:47:00 PM): you get the point...
thenoisewithin (3:47:08 PM): yes, i do
thenoisewithin (3:49:28 PM): well, i'm off
thenoisewithin (3:49:32 PM): have fun...
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:40 PM): oh I will...
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:46 PM): well not really
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:59 PM): death is a rush the first couple times, now its just a hassle
MilkmanDan952 (3:50:04 PM): I'd rather sleep in than raid..
thenoisewithin (3:50:43 PM): bye
MilkmanDan952 (3:50:46 PM): bye
Needless to say, I found our conversation quite disturbing, and I don't intend to ever see him again. I post this here because I feel as though everyone should read the way he talks about killing "the enemy". Just look at the mindset that is bred into soldiers. It's sickening. I'd like to hear your thoughts.
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personally, i call BS on the whole thing, and believe it is just tripe made to make soldiers look bad and to fuel the anti-war efforts. i have only edited the swear words enough so the language filter wont block them out entirely. moderators, if you feel it should be edited more clearly, let me know, or edit it yourself, i leave that decision up to you.
WARNING! **** following text has graphic descriptions of violence and semi-edited graphic language. this below conversation may or may not have actually occured.
(milkmandan is supposedly the soldier, and noisewithin is the civilian)
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MilkmanDan952 (3:10:38 PM): Hello
thenoisewithin (3:10:44 PM): hey
MilkmanDan952 (3:10:58 PM): this Emily?
thenoisewithin (3:11:06 PM): no, this is John
thenoisewithin (3:11:09 PM): from Santa Barbara
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:11 PM): whoops
thenoisewithin (3:11:13 PM): ha
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:14 PM): thats right
MilkmanDan952 (3:11:17 PM): yhou know who this is?
thenoisewithin (3:11:36 PM): yes, i (unlike you, apparently) have a memory that serves me well
thenoisewithin (3:11:55 PM): how've you been?
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:27 PM): I've been off AIM for about a year, give me some slack
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:31 PM): well, Iraq is the same as always
MilkmanDan952 (3:12:38 PM): unebelivable sXXthole
thenoisewithin (3:12:41 PM): ha, fair enough
thenoisewithin (3:12:46 PM): well, i'd imagine so
thenoisewithin (3:12:50 PM): being third world and all
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:17 PM): tomorrow is our (most likely) last big raid
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:20 PM): then again, so was today
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:23 PM): supposedly
MilkmanDan952 (3:13:27 PM): tomorrrow's gonna get hairy
thenoisewithin (3:13:36 PM): wow
thenoisewithin (3:13:48 PM): i'm curious
thenoisewithin (3:13:57 PM): have you shot anybody?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:01 PM): yes
thenoisewithin (3:14:05 PM): killed them?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:09 PM): better than sex
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:11 PM): you got it
thenoisewithin (3:14:33 PM): have you actually had sex to compare it to?
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:41 PM): lol no
MilkmanDan952 (3:14:45 PM): but it sounds cool
thenoisewithin (3:15:00 PM): it actually sounds pretty twisted
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:27 PM): oh it is
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:30 PM): this country is twisted
MilkmanDan952 (3:15:39 PM): it twists everyone in it, too
thenoisewithin (3:15:50 PM): i can see that, i suppose
thenoisewithin (3:16:07 PM): i'm curious this person that you killed, have you ever stopped and pondered it?
MilkmanDan952 (3:16:38 PM): person? singular?
thenoisewithin (3:16:50 PM): well, person, people, whatever
thenoisewithin (3:17:01 PM): wait, how many people have you killed?
MilkmanDan952 (3:17:24 PM): well
MilkmanDan952 (3:17:52 PM): when I was on a Mortar crew, one time 5 in 1 shot (we used a High Explosive (HE) round, kill radius of 15 meters, 30 meters critical wound radius)
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:05 PM): later on some guy popped up to shoot an RPG at us and I capped him
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:21 PM): some guy was running away while we were searching a village and shot him
MilkmanDan952 (3:18:51 PM): saw some dude through a window at that same village with an AK going to answer the door (americans were doing the knocking) and lit him up
MilkmanDan952 (3:19:17 PM): some lady wouldn't stop at the edge of a secure perimiter after being repeatedly warned so I killed her too
thenoisewithin (3:19:40 PM): why?
thenoisewithin (3:19:46 PM): why did you kill the woman?
thenoisewithin (3:19:55 PM): i can understand the others, they were necessity
thenoisewithin (3:20:00 PM): but why the woman?
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:01 PM): my orders state to stop with any means necessary unauthorized perosns entering the perimeter
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:08 PM): I warned her, she wouldn't stop
thenoisewithin (3:20:17 PM): wow
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:19 PM): now she's dead because of it
MilkmanDan952 (3:20:44 PM): some kid tried to shoot me with an AK after we arrested his dad, two brothers, and uncle
MilkmanDan952 (3:21:00 PM): jumped out of a house with an AK we hadn't found yet and tried to shoot it. Didn't work but I capped him anyway
thenoisewithin (3:21:09 PM): well, i'm not questioning the morality of any of that (other than the woman), but have you actually thought of the people that you've killed?
thenoisewithin (3:21:25 PM): dude, that's kinda fXXked...you couldn't have SUBDUED HIM?
thenoisewithin (3:21:29 PM): you had to kill him?
thenoisewithin (3:21:39 PM): i mean, had he been a soldier, sure...but he was a KID
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:03 PM): he was armed
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:11 PM): it happend in about .35 of a second
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:15 PM): I saw an Ak and opened up
thenoisewithin (3:22:17 PM): hmm
thenoisewithin (3:22:19 PM): fair enough
MilkmanDan952 (3:22:27 PM): it was dark at the time, thought dude was crouched
thenoisewithin (3:22:34 PM): okay
thenoisewithin (3:22:39 PM): but, as i asked
thenoisewithin (3:22:57 PM): have you actually thought about the lives that those people must've had up until your paths converged?
thenoisewithin (3:23:01 PM): i'm just curious
thenoisewithin (3:23:23 PM): i'm not going to or intending to preach or anything
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:00 PM): sorry was afk
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:02 PM): one sec
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:12 PM): I have
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:15 PM): I just don't care
thenoisewithin (3:24:19 PM): why not?
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:24 PM): they're Haji, and I'm ordered to kill them, so I do
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:35 PM): because they're pathetic, filthy, disgusting savage fXXks
MilkmanDan952 (3:24:40 PM): I wish they'd all just fXXking up and die
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:01 PM): these 'people' are barbaric and cruel, worse than us if given the chance
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:08 PM): worse by far
thenoisewithin (3:25:08 PM): it doesn't bother you to think of them smiling or laughing while sitting around and telling jokes with their friends or something of that nature?
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:15 PM): not really
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:19 PM): they'd do the same to me
thenoisewithin (3:25:25 PM): yeah, i know
thenoisewithin (3:25:32 PM): i'm not saying that you shouldn't have done what you did
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:51 PM): its hard for most civilians to comprehend the why and how of things here
thenoisewithin (3:25:57 PM): i'd bet that it was out of necessity
MilkmanDan952 (3:25:59 PM): but it's remarkably easy once you're here
thenoisewithin (3:26:11 PM): perhaps so
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:18 PM): this is going to sound fXXked up too
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:23 PM): but that's not the only kid I killed
thenoisewithin (3:26:34 PM): but you've also been trained to look at them as cattle, so don't let that escape your contemplation
thenoisewithin (3:26:43 PM): oh?
MilkmanDan952 (3:26:46 PM): kid came beggin at hte gates and threw a grenade in, so he got hosed
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:14 PM): a large crowd of protesters got violent and took potshots at us, so the gate guards (I was oneo f them at hte time) lit the crowd up
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:24 PM): I imagine some children were killed
MilkmanDan952 (3:27:51 PM): 90% of our kills are adult males though
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:01 PM): oh oh how could I forget my most spectacular kill
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:27 PM): car was fleeing the area, driving on a road going from right to left in front of me
thenoisewithin (3:28:30 PM): your most "spectaculr kill"?
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:35 PM): yeah
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:38 PM): I'm a Grenadier
MilkmanDan952 (3:28:52 PM): (that means I have an M4A1 Assault Rifle and an M203 Grenade Launcher attached)
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:10 PM): and I shot a 40MM (M203 round) Grenade into its path
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:20 PM): normally I'm not a good shot (very inexperienced with M203)
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:29 PM): but it went into the front window and blew the whole car up
MilkmanDan952 (3:29:31 PM): 3 enemy KIA
thenoisewithin (3:30:23 PM): wow
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:27 PM): yeah. It was glorious
thenoisewithin (3:30:39 PM): you talk like a fXXking sociopath
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:39 PM): the explosion detonated the gas tank too
MilkmanDan952 (3:30:53 PM): perhaps
MilkmanDan952 (3:31:03 PM): but the meek don't live long here
MilkmanDan952 (3:31:30 PM): this country hammers out cowardice, laziness, compassion, mercy, from the people that visit
thenoisewithin (3:32:22 PM): you speak of compassion and mercy as though they were loathesome inequities, rather than virtues
MilkmanDan952 (3:32:41 PM): here, they are
MilkmanDan952 (3:32:55 PM): they make you weak and weepy, when a killing instinct is needed here
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:06 PM): you can't think about them as people or innocent lives ended
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:11 PM): (they aren't innocent, which helps)
thenoisewithin (3:33:25 PM): i'm sure you can't
MilkmanDan952 (3:33:27 PM): you just have to treat them with harshness and cruelty or they walk all over you
thenoisewithin (3:33:46 PM): that would make you a murderer, rather than a soldier (in your own mind)
thenoisewithin (3:34:09 PM): i don't mean to sound like i'm accusing you of something
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:15 PM): I've thought about the difference between the two
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:21 PM): and I simply don't care
thenoisewithin (3:34:26 PM): i'm just making simple statements of psychology
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:32 PM): murder, soldierly conduct, whatever! I've got a career to think about
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:37 PM): obeying orders is my priority
thenoisewithin (3:34:46 PM): wow, dude
MilkmanDan952 (3:34:59 PM): I have my goals
thenoisewithin (3:35:06 PM): your career is more important than the lives of other human beings?
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:14 PM): the Army has changed me. It has blessed me with discipline, focus, will
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:21 PM): I have my goals and I have the means to achieve them
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:35 PM): being some whiney bXXXh who's squeemish about getting dirty will hamper them
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:47 PM): life is cheap, John
MilkmanDan952 (3:35:54 PM): they die, there's 6 billion more to replace them
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:04 PM): not to mention a never-ending supply of Haji in this country
thenoisewithin (3:36:08 PM): it's cheap as a statistic
thenoisewithin (3:36:16 PM): that much is true
thenoisewithin (3:36:27 PM): which is exactly how you've been programmed to view them
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:36 PM): programmed? there's no programming needed
MilkmanDan952 (3:36:45 PM): we come, we see, we change
thenoisewithin (3:36:59 PM): and, i never really expected you to (for some reason), but you willingly accepted it
thenoisewithin (3:37:08 PM): you always were a little twisted, i suppose
MilkmanDan952 (3:37:38 PM): the Army awakened something in me, and I embraced it
MilkmanDan952 (3:37:45 PM): it aids me, gives me strength and drive
MilkmanDan952 (3:38:10 PM): everyone who comes and has to experience life here and fight the hajis changes to our way of thinking
MilkmanDan952 (3:38:24 PM): the only pansies here are the ones who sit on the airfield (secure zone)
thenoisewithin (3:38:24 PM): and to clarify, will power and discipline are very easily differentiated between what you're defining them as
MilkmanDan952 (3:39:32 PM): regardless
MilkmanDan952 (3:39:38 PM): I like the change
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:01 PM): I don't jack off thinking about killing these people
thenoisewithin (3:40:04 PM): regardless, you have a pie in the sky dream of being a dictator, right?
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:06 PM): but their deaths don't really bother me
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:14 PM): hehe not particularly
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:25 PM): its a nice fantasy, but exactly taht
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:34 PM): besides, I never had any real ambitions along those lines
MilkmanDan952 (3:40:45 PM): I realized from day 1 that if it happened, it wouldn't be me
thenoisewithin (3:41:26 PM): i see
MilkmanDan952 (3:41:38 PM): oh but it was nice to think about
MilkmanDan952 (3:41:47 PM): gives me warm fuzzies right now just recalling
thenoisewithin (3:41:56 PM): well, i've got homework to do, and i'd rather do that than continue this particular conversation
MilkmanDan952 (3:42:03 PM): but no, it won't happen. I may attain very high military rank, but I won't ever make it that high
MilkmanDan952 (3:42:27 PM): you'd rather do that than talk with me? harsh
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:06 PM): But don't worry about my feelings. Despite what you think, I'm no psycho
thenoisewithin (3:43:26 PM): i'd rather do that than listen to a person talk about the worth of their career above that of human life
thenoisewithin (3:43:29 PM): that's what bugs me
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:34 PM): well
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:38 PM): hear me out
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:42 PM): you're not here
thenoisewithin (3:43:46 PM): i know
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:51 PM): you don't experience these savage motherfXXkers day after day
MilkmanDan952 (3:43:55 PM): you dont see the ???? they do
thenoisewithin (3:44:07 PM): but, keep in mind that that makes you biased in a different way than i am, but biased nonetheless
MilkmanDan952 (3:44:10 PM): you don't hear about the way they treat one another when we're not looking
thenoisewithin (3:44:17 PM): you don't hear it for what it is in it's entirety, just like i don't
MilkmanDan952 (3:44:37 PM): its war, people killing people, and from what I see it needs to happen
thenoisewithin (3:44:45 PM): i don't refute that
thenoisewithin (3:44:56 PM): humanity will never exist without war
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:02 PM): thse motherfXXkers need some serious fXXking purging, their mentality and way of thinking cannot be right
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:17 PM): I refuse to accept some ridiculous liberal notion of ultra objectivity
thenoisewithin (3:45:36 PM): and because of that, you cannot see the full picture
thenoisewithin (3:45:46 PM): i'm not saying that it's right
MilkmanDan952 (3:45:48 PM): these people are primitive savages, and there's no two ways about it
thenoisewithin (3:45:53 PM): as i am not ultra liberal
thenoisewithin (3:46:30 PM): (there's also no way to singularize the notion of "two", pal) [Note to TA: I'm a left-brained word-fetishist at times]
MilkmanDan952 (3:47:00 PM): you get the point...
thenoisewithin (3:47:08 PM): yes, i do
thenoisewithin (3:49:28 PM): well, i'm off
thenoisewithin (3:49:32 PM): have fun...
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:40 PM): oh I will...
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:46 PM): well not really
MilkmanDan952 (3:49:59 PM): death is a rush the first couple times, now its just a hassle
MilkmanDan952 (3:50:04 PM): I'd rather sleep in than raid..
thenoisewithin (3:50:43 PM): bye
MilkmanDan952 (3:50:46 PM): bye
Needless to say, I found our conversation quite disturbing, and I don't intend to ever see him again. I post this here because I feel as though everyone should read the way he talks about killing "the enemy". Just look at the mindset that is bred into soldiers. It's sickening. I'd like to hear your thoughts.
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