Hunting to me is church, therapy, meditation, exercise, and just my happy place. I've been small game hunting since I was 7 years old, and started deer hunting a few years after. I have a trove of hunting memories I could bore you with, but I get to relive them every time I'm in the woods and still enjoy making new ones. I also love watching the woods wake up and go thru the cycles of dead quiet and then back to normal chatter.
Even if I don't take game, I get time alone with God, nature, and my memories.
We live on deer meet, so I do have to put in the time and work needed to have success. It takes 4 to 5 deer to last our family all year and I put 4 in the freezer this year. I quit trophy hunting for many years and took cull bucks and does instead of decent bucks that I could have shot. But we've decided we need a good head or shoulder mount to put in our living room, so this year I passed up a lot of does and small bucks in effort to get a big 10pt I had on camera. Didn't get him this year and no one else did either cause I got him on camera again the other day. Maybe next year!
Reloading is enjoyable and relaxing to me 99% of the time. My grandad taught me to reload in my early teens. I still use his journal, Lyman 44th, dies, powder, and some of the bullets that he purchased back then. I also still use the JR2 that he used and taught me with. There's a trove of memories there also every time I pull the handle on that press. It's just a bonus when I shoot a deer or get the groups I'm looking for with ammo I loaded.
Shooting is just a part of who I am. Been enjoying it since I was old enough to hold a gun. It is both a joy and a means to an end. I've actually become a lot more serious in recent years about improving my skills and learning new disciplines. I've never competed in a match before, but it looks like my first silhouette match will happen in Feb thanks to prodding by another member here on THR. I'll be using my new Henry 45colt I got for Christmas and shooting my own handloads.
Looks like it's also gonna force my stubborn self to go to an optimatrist soon cause my astigmatism is starting to affect my focus on the front site.
It sucks to get old, but I guess it still beats the alternative for now.