IdahoFarmer, sounds like you need a one-armed lawyer.
"On one hand . . ., and on the other . . ."
Jim, that's a fair concern. Mas Ayoob calls it "the guilty man's lawyer." I'll never forget my first truly innocent guy that went to trial even though it was years ago. I was sick for a week before the trial and was getting physically sick in the bathroom a couple of nights before the trial. All I could think of was, "what if the jury actually convicts this guy? How could they?"
Client was hit with Theft (D felony, 0 to 3, up to 10K fine here). He fixed a buddy's motorcycle and when the guy refused to pay, he refused to give him the bike back (mechanics lien). The other guy ran off to a lawyer who told him to see his buddy (smaller county) the Prosecuting Attorney. Based on a 4 sentence handwritten complaint with no police investigation they prosecuted my guy. Fortunately the jury acquitted him in 25 minutes. I was even sick while waiting for the jury verdict and shook for a hour after the decision.
Security, call your lawyer's office, schedule a conference. Drop off the questions you want answered a week before your meeting (oh, type them out if you can, I can't read some of my guys' handwriting). BTW, ask about methods to avoid the conviction (we call them "withhold prosecutions" on this side of the river).