Uh, Yohan, don't you think that, all things considered, that was the best thing to do at point?
Scare me much.
The first time I ever provided gun cover for another officer, I was a green rookie when a drunk failed to yield for a Trooper, who asked me to assist him in getting the guy stopped. The sad old drunk, who'd just been blazing along at 80+ with a Trooper running lights and siren for 10 miles behind him, just pulled it over when I got in front of him with my lights and siren and waved him over. Somehow the Trooper and I reversed positions, and boxed him in when we stopped. The state cop comes boiling back toward the driver with his Sig out, running at him in the semi-dark right-hand lane of the Interstate. I naturally provide cover, all the while wondering what the Trooper knows that I don't. Trooper yanks the drunk out, and handcuffs him on the car while I assess the for driver for weapons and then the car. When it was over, the Trooper tells me that he simply had his pistol out to take out the tires if the guy started rolling at him again. (Okayyyy.... I frankly thought he was ready to cap the guy.) At any rate, I remember that when it was done, I had a deep impression gouged into the
top of my strong-side thumb, from pressing up so hard to make
sure that safety was
on. That index finger, I may assure you, was inches outside the trigger guard. And my muzzle was covering the pavement under the old Buick that the drunk was pulled out of.
The last time I covered an officer 'cuffing a possibly armed violent felon (I'd just caught him sneaking out the back window of his ex-wife's [who had a protective order against him] house, and he'd buttstroked a man a few months earlier with a shotgun, causing many dozens of stitches to his face), I had him get spread-eagle on the ground while the 'cuffing officer moved in. At that point, I shifted my aim to the side so that I had a clear view of dirt in my sights, extended my strong side index finger so very straight alongside the frame of the pistol that it actually arched
backward, a tad, and watched the guy, then the window, then the guy, then the window. When the second cuff ratcheted, I just moved my aim up to the window and waited 'til the officer was clear.
GAWD, but I really didn't want an ND!
Now, at what point did I disengage and/or re-engage the thumb safety on my 1911? I honestly don't recall. All I knew was,
I knew the status of my weapon at the time, and training made sure of that. If you're trained well, you're confident. If you're confident in your weapon skills, you can think about other things. If you're thinking, you can save someone's life. (Maybe your own.)